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sports meet

80M

That distance seems so short, yet so long. That is, when you're racing against the stopwatch. The anxiety. It's back.

This is my official-first track competition I'm taking part in since I've entered Nanyang. Maybe it's because it's the first, that's why I'm feeling uncertain. In the past, during the competitions -- be it Nationals or Invitationals -- Mr Sheikh and all were always there to help us analyze the race, give us advice and stuff. And at the competitor stewards' , Purveen, Yan Bin and Hei Mern and I held each others' hands to get over the nervousness. Those days, although I was nervous, there was this sense of peace over it that helped me through the run. Today, I feel alone. On my own. No one to help me analyze. No one to hold my hands. I don't even know what I'm running for. For the love of running? Or for myself?

For the love of running, I guess. But I don't know. I hope it'll be that way. I don't want any success, although I'll love to taste the sweetness of victory. I just want to run. Train. Sprint. That's all I want. And that's enough for me.

All I can do is to analyze my race based on last years' primary school track and field nationals results. I'm racing against Hui Yuan today. She was 4th overall last year. So wish me all the best! I'm going to report in an hours' time.

Byeeee<3

love,
judith